a mediocre dreamer

guess what? i woke up in a cold sweat this morning after having a terrifying nightmare. what happened? i dreamt i was put into a FAT INSTITUTION!! i just about cried myself into a stupor. and just now i go online to buy the cute wallet i was planning on getting, only to find it gone from the website! no "sold-out" sign, no indication of extra shipments coming in.. just vanished into an oblivion. oh yes, and i am doing this all from eug's computer. but why karen, you ask? why aren't i lounging in the comfort of my own apt? BECAUSE I LOCKED MYSELF OUT. so there i was a pitiful blob sitting in front of my door peeling an orange cuz i was dying of starvation. i sadly looked through my window to see the tv stand i had started to build prior to going grocery shopping, but needless to say there was nothing i could do. felt like a poor child staring into the glass windows of a candy store. BUT, this whole thing started because i was searching for this one candy ingredient for the dessert i'm making for small group tonight and i went to every store within a mile radius to no avail! berkeley bowl, safeway, walgreens, asuc store, rexall, andronico's... nothing. and my roomate decides that today of all days she will go to the library or something cuz she still isn't home and i'm still locked out. thankfully i have roy and eug's place to bum at for the time being.

today is =( i want my wallet. maybe this a sign that i AM supposed to get a burberry wallet. oh burberry, forgive me for trying to take the cheap way out.